apprehension and disappointment.

I won't wait forever.
We fitted together and it felt natural to be with one another.
You told me I was everything, you promised me the world.
Then you left me hanging, anticipating what was to come.
After some time, I honestly could not continue as we were,
Because I was so tired of the constant disappointment you left me with,
Like a bitter taste on my tongue.
But it turned out I was wasting my time,
Nothing good would ever come of us.
I try so hard to forget, but without you I am so lost.
I can't go forwards, refuse to go back.
Every move I make, I hesitate without you.
I have to move on but I can't help but wonder if I ever cross your mind,
Because every day I think of you and what we could have been.