You wanna know why I hold a grudge against you? Here's why... You deliberately ran off with the guy I loved. Yes, I loved him. I. Loved. Him. And you pushed your way through and poisoned everything. In reality, it was you who broke my heart. And in a way, I should probably thank you because you changed my life. I transformed from a trusting, naive girl to a hardened, suspicious bitch. You stole my innocence, and I grew from that hurt. I have you to thank for my bitterness.
So time passes, the hurt fades and scars heal. I finally allow somebody back into my life, and you prick your little ears up and come running back to be a part of the action. Once again, old wounds are opened and deeper than ever. I have a motto; "Never allow your future to be spoilt with regrets" And I, ever the hypocrite, feel regret. I feel regret for ever trying to forgive and forget. Because now I look at myself in disgust for wearing my heart on my sleeve again, just waiting there for you to rip it up once again.
Thank you for allowing me to see your true colours, and for teaching me a life lesson.
oh heavyyy :(
ReplyDeleteyour amazing.. don't let anyone tell you or make you feel otherwise :)
ReplyDeletethankyou :D
ReplyDeletemuch apprecciated
you really know how to write, this is sooooooooo good
ReplyDeleteAMAZING AND TALENTED GIRL AND DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT!
ReplyDeletelove you all <3
ReplyDeletedirected at someone? thats fair immature just grow up!
ReplyDelete^^of course it's directed at somone, you ass! its my blog and i can write whatever the fuck i want.
ReplyDeletehow do you know that was there intention or is it just personal interpretation
ReplyDelete^^im not sure what you mean...
ReplyDeleteI'm not trying to criticise your work its amazing so dont think that. BUT when writing about another person you need to make sure the version of events are correct. From my experience with my blog i was writing about other people with my version of events which were not entirely correct.It was my perception when i was angry not when i was thinking clearly. So just be careful because it can be really hurtful to that person if they read this.
ReplyDeleteIt might not be correct, but it's most definitely meant to be offensive. This is just where I write what I feel, at least if they read it they know where I stand. I know your not trying to criticise, and thankyou :)
ReplyDeleteI understand that its meant to be offensive, and your a truly passionate writer and an excellent one at that, just be aware that to deliberatley be offensive to an individual is hurtful and unnecessary unless a correct and/or accurate accusation or reason is behind it
ReplyDeleteI'm not cruel enough to give names or anything, so it shouldn't matter. The person who it is about knows who they are, and nobody else does. I'm not saying anything here that I haven't already said to them.
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