worthless.

The feeling of being worthless is the worst emotion you can possibly feel. The feeling of being so wretchedly alone, without anybody noticing. If you die worthless, would anybody care? Who would cry for you? Would it make a differance at all? It's worse than anger, heartbreak or rejection. At least if you feel something powerful, you know that your alive. Being worthless leaves you vulnerable, makes you crave affection or attention. It sets you up to fall, even harder than before. It's a vicious cycle of misery and tears and once the feeling gets into your head, you can't shake it. You just have to wait it out and pray that someone saves you from yourself. Because if they don't then you're evn more fucked than you first thought.